Inconclusive Definitive/Handwriting Analysis

I flew home for a while, to gather my things-- to make the transition complete. *Sigh*  My emotions are categorized within that "Sigh". I feel so heavy in doing something that should benefit me. It's the heavy burden of being older, wiser and moving on...again.

Can't say I am looking forward to going
if I am to be honest
I don't want to leave...

I've been back and forth on this decision
and I know wavering is not a good thing.
I don't want to leave...

I am not excited about my chapter,
journey, adventure, or any other adjective that could describe my transitioning.
I don't want to leave...

I am comfortable,
safe, happy
I am content:
I don't want to leave...

Dreams change:
They become safe when it seems distant,
scary and lonely

Dreams change:
when you don't remember
what your dream was about

Dreams change:
when you're not sure if you will,
can or want to succeed.

Dreams change.
like my handwriting -
And,
I don't want to leave...

That is why I am going...